Dickens with A Pack of Morleys By Kate Dyer Athena1600@aol.com CATEGORY: S, A RATING: PG SUMMARY: Dickens with a pack of Morleys TIMESPAN: Christmas SPOILER WARNING: Small references KEYWORDS: A Christmas Carol (by Charles Dickens), Cancerman DISCLAIMER: After many years of counseling, I now know that I do NOT own Mulder and Scully and all the other X-Files characters. Apologies to Dickens, my writing isn't anywhere close to his. ARCHIVE: Yep FEEDBACK: In the spirit of the season? Dickens with A Pack of Morleys By Kate Dyer Athena1600@aol.com CHAPTER ONE - DEMPSEY'S GHOST Nathaniel Dempsey was dead: to begin with. There is not doubt whatever about that. Vincent Temple had been there when he was buried six feet under, among the marble monuments that made up Arlington Cemetery. Nathaniel Dempsey was as dead as a man could get. Mind! I don't mean to say that I know, of my knowledge, that these men's names are genuine. They could be nothing more than non-de plumes. Nathaniel Dempsey was fixed with the code name 'Deep Throat'. Vincent Temple often used the name Raoul Bloodworth, while some even called him 'Cancer Man'. Yet, these are the names I know them as, and you will therefore permit me to repeat, emphatically, that Nathaniel Dempsey was dead. Vincent Temple knew he was dead? Of course he did. How could it be otherwise? For Temple was the one who ordered Dempsey's death. And when Temple issued an order; it was to be carried out. Temple and Dempsey had been associates for I don't know how many years. Temple was his sole executor, his sole administrator, his sole friend, and his sole mourner. And even Temple was not that cut up by the sad event. Some might wonder how any friend could kill Dempsey then mourn for him, but when business came to business, a man had to do what a man had to do, and it was often considered business. And in the name of business, Temple was able to work out a great deal on the funeral arrangements. The mention of Dempsey's funeral brings me back to the point I started from. There is no doubt that Dempsey was dead. This must be distinctly understood, or nothing wonderful can come of the story I am going to relate. Temple never removed Dempsey's name from the lease contract on the New York office on East 46th Street. There it was written, years afterwards, above Temple's signature. The office was under their names, and sometimes people who knew not of their real business called Temple Temple, and some Dempsey, but he answered to any and all names; as long as it was followed by '..sir'. It was all the same to him. Oh! But what a cold, uncaring man was Temple! A wretched, covetous, surreptitious, deceitful old sinner! His heart as black as his smoke filled lungs, his eyes as dim as a far away light. He was as devious as a fox, as self-contained as an oyster, and as vehement as a tiger. The cold aurora that he held about him chilled others to the bone and did not grow any warmer, not even on Christmas! The heat and cold did not seem to bother him, nor did any season or degree of weather. It was all the same: another day, another secret to protect. No one ever called him to check on his health; even the tele-marketers seemed to stay far away from his phone. No one ever acknowledged him, save to 'do business'. No young children from the nearby high school volunteered to read to him, or play bingo with him, although he wouldn't have if they had made an effort to come. But what did Temple care? It was the very thing he liked. To travel unhindered by others, his paths clear of bothersome neighbors. He preached self-reliance, and had no need to such petty ordinary people. This was the very thing he liked. Once upon a time - of all the good days in the year, on Christmas Eve - old Temple sat busy in the New York office. It was frigid, disagreeably damp, bleak weather: foggy withal: and he could hear the cars in the streets below whizzing by, an occasional honk followed by thick New York accents piercing the brisk air. The clock on the mantle had just struck four, but darkness had already begun to embrace the city. The fog poured into the streets from unknown sources, until, covered by a blanket of fog, the Statue of Liberty could no longer be seen by the occupants of the New York office on East 46th Street. By the sights of it, a storm was brewing off the eastern coast of New York, and there was sure to be a white Christmas. The phone of the New York office was to be found in Temple's hand, dialing a number that had been dialed many times in the past. With the phone to his ear, he looked about the dreary room; stiff armchairs were placed in the corners, old and uncomfortable. Rickety wooden tables sat next to the chairs, dim lamps on top of those. The air was still and dense, accentuated by the odor of cigarette smoke and liquor. From the adjoining room came the soft whir of a fax machine. Other than machines, the room was devoid of life. Placing down the phone upon receiver, Temple was almost startled when it rang in his hands. "Merry Christmas, Father! God save you!" answered a cheerful voice, Temple having answered the phone. It was the voice of Temple's daughter. "Bah!" said Temple, "Humbug!" "Christmas, a hoax father!" replied Temple's daughter. "You don't really mean that?" "I do," said Temple, "Merry Christmas! What right do you have to be merry? What reason do you have to be merry?" "Oh, come on," returned the daughter, "What right do you have to be dismal?" "Bah! Humbug!" was Temple's answer. "Say what you will. I have called to invite you to dinner tomorrow night." Temple quickly turned down the invitation, replying, "Not if that coward of a husband of yours will be there. Why did you ever marry him? I could have arranged a powerful marriage." "I married him because I loved him…" "Love!" Temple sputtered. "Love brings nothing but heartache." "Not for me. Merry Christmas father, don't work too late." Temple harrumphed. "And a Happy New Year too!" With that, a click, followed by a dial tone invaded Temple's right ear as a resounding knocking invaded his other. Frowning, he pulled himself from an armchair and marched to the door. Upon throwing it open, he encountered two men, both dressed in green tights with matching shirts, and pointy Santa hats atop their heads. Decking off the outfit were curved elf shoes, each with a small, yet obnoxious, jangling bell. "Hello, sir, and how are you this beautiful Christmas Eve? We're here to collect money for the poor. Would you like to make a small contribution?" asked one. A frown had formed over Temple's grim features. "Do you have any respect? Can you read?" he asked, pointing to a small plaque to the immediate left of the door, which read NO SOLICITING. "Well, in light of the holiday season, sir, we thought that a kind soul such as yours would not mind." The other 'elf' answered. "Unfortunately, no one of such description works here! What they need to do is lock up the poor! All they do is spend this money that you are collecting on cheap whiskey and pass out in the alley next to this building. I would consider giving money to a cause to rid the city of such lazy drunks, put not to aid them in their cause! Now leave me alone!" And with that, the door slammed in the faces of the men. Returning to his labors, Temple worked into the night. As he did so, the night grew chillier, freezing the bones of the pilgrims on the streets below who traveled home or to view the large tree in Rockefeller Center. Their breath erupted from their mouths in puffs of mist that dissipated in an instant. A light snow had begun to fall, wetting the pavement with a slick coat of ice. Small twinkling lights began to shine from nearby windows as strings of Christmas lights, flickering through the fog, were turned on. In the distance, a group of carolers had begun to sing 'Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas' for the fourth time in a row. Temple strode to the window, opened it, and threw an empty soda can toward the source of the cacophony. Angry shouts followed, convincing Temple that he had reached his target. Shutting the window, Temple decided to wrap up the night's activities. Picking up the phone, Temple dialed a seven-digit number quickly and waited for the phone to be picked up on the other end. After three rings it was answered by a gruff greeting. Sounds of friendly talking and Christmas music filtered through the phone. "I have a job for you." Temple said in greeting. He heard the phone being moved and the noise suddenly dimmed as the 'employee' moved into a different room. "Do you know what day it is?" the voice asked. "It is Christmas Eve. Can't you put it off a few days? Have some compassion, sir!" "If you are not capable of doing the job, I can always find someone else to do it, and probably for less money." Temple replied. "You do that." Was the only answer before the phone was hung up. Scowling, Temple decided that the job could wait after all, for he needed the best man for it. Grabbing his briefcase and struggling into his winter coat, Temple locked up the office, traveled to his car, and navigated his way into the streets of New York. The streets were hazard areas, filled with angry workers who had been forced to work on the day before Christmas, cranky parents rushing home to their children, and foreign cab drivers that participated in colorful, multi-ethnic arguments from the middle of intersections. The snow flurries had caused the road to grow slippery, and many a car lost control on the crowded streets. In half an hour, Temple finally reached his dark, lonely apartment a few blocks away from the office. Setting his belongings on the kitchen counter, he moved to the refrigerator. Opening the door, the refrigerator provided an eerie halogen glow that bathed the kitchen in a pale yellow light. The humming of its motor filled the quiet room. Removing a beer and a TV dinner, he followed the instructions on the colorful cardboard package and in five minutes the microwave announced that his meal was warm and ready to eat. Flipping on a few lamps throughout the moderately sized apartment, he sat at his dining room table, alone and forlorn, to eat his meal. In an hour he found himself growing tired from the long day, and moved to retire to his room. Stripping down to his underwear, Temple scratched at his chin and yawned noisily. He reached for the knob to turn on the faucet and fill the bathtub. Now, it is a fact, that there was nothing at all particular about the faucet in the tub, except that it was very large. It is also a fact, that Temple had seen it in every night and morning during his whole residence in that place. Let it also be borne in mind that Temple had not bestowed one thought on Dempsey, since last mentioning his name days ago. And then let any man explain to me, if he can, how it happened that Temple, having his hand inches from the faucet, saw in the knob, without its undergoing any intermediate process of change: not a faucet, but Dempsey's face. Dempsey's face. It was not in impenetrable shadow, but had an indefinite quality to it. It was not angry or ferocious, but looked at Temple as Dempsey used to look. The hair was curiously stirred, as if by breath and though the eyes were open, they were motionless. That, and its livid color, made it horrible; but its horror seemed to be, in spite of the face and beyond its control, rather tan a part of its own expression. As Temple looked fixedly at this phenomenon, it was once again a faucet. To say that he was not startled, or that his blood was not conscious of a terrible sensation, to which it had been a stranger from infancy, would be untrue. But he put his hand upon the knob he had relinquished, turned it, and watched as water poured into the bath. He did pause, with a moment's irresolution, before he stepped into the shower and he did look cautiously behind the shower curtain first, as if he half expected to be terrified with another sight of Dempsey. But there was nothing behind the curtain, so he shrugged off any dread and stepped into the shower. Although Temple was usually not afraid of much, he made sure he slowly walked from room to room throughout the apartment after his shower. Double locking the apartment door, and his room door, he settled into his bed and pulled a document into his lap to read. After becoming comfortable after several minutes, he threw the blankets aside, retrieved his firearm from on top of his bureau, and laid it next to him on the bed. This having been done, he once again climbed onto his bed and began to read the thick document. Yet, every where he looked, all he could see was Dempsey's morbid face and blank eyes. "Humbug!" he muttered, once again throwing the blankets aside and pacing across the room, contemplating the sight that haunted him. The chiming of an ancient clock suddenly interrupted his musings. Startled, Temple grabbed his gun and slowly opened the door, only enough to peek out. Seeing nothing but the darkness that surrounded him, he crept closer to the chiming. When he reached its source, he stood before an old grandfather clock, a family heirloom, given to him by his mother in her will. The clock had not worked for decades, yet now it kept perfect time, announcing the arrival of the eleventh hour. Then, as suddenly as the chimes had begun, they stopped, and all was quiet. Moonlight seeped through the window shades and left twilight paths across the hard wood floors. A cold gale howled outside of the sixteenth floor of the apartment building, and a shiver ran up Temple's spine. Gripping the gun tightly in both hands, he stood rigid, glancing around. As he listened to the quietness of the building, he heard the muffled ascent of the elevator, and an electronic ding as it stopped on his floor. Footsteps could be heard slowly approaching Temple's door. "It's Humbug still!" said Temple. "I won't believe it." His color changed though, when, without a pause, through the heavy door, double locked, and into the room came Nathaniel Dempsey's ghost. The same face: the very same. Dempsey wearing his wise expression and best suit. He drew a long chain about his waist. This chain was quite peculiar, for it was made up of secrets, lies, broken trusts, and the blood of others. His body was transparent: so that Temple could see straight through him. Yet, still Temple could not quite believe it, and shook his head, hoping for clarity. "What do you want with me?" Temple asked, raising his gun. His voice came out cold and caustic, his emotions controlled by poise. "Much, old man!" Yes, it was Dempsey's voice, no doubt. "Who are you?" Temple demanded "Ask me who I was." "Who were you then?" Temple asked. "In life, I was your associate and colleague, Nathaniel Dempsey." "Can you… can you sit down?" asked Temple, looking doubtfully. "I can" replied Dempsey, who took a seat in a straight-backed wooded chair. "You don't believe in me." "No, I do not. If you want someone to believe in you, I would suggest visiting Mulder." Temple replied. The apparition let out a hearty laugh to that. Yes, it was Dempsey's laugh, no doubt. Temple was not in the habit of cracking jokes, but he was trying to be smart, a habit he used to distract himself. Yet, this time it was not working. Dempsey, dead at his hand, sat before him, eyes cold and motionless, hair stirring slightly, though not a wisp of wind entered the room. And as he stared straight past Temple, as if not even seeing him, a cold burst of air swept through the apartment, carrying the screams of all the forgotten souls, lost in the night. Temple fell to his knees in front of Dempsey's ghost. "Mercy! Oh, apparition, why do you trouble me so?" "Troublesome man, do you believe in me or not?" the ghost of Dempsey asked. "I do, I do. But why do you haunt me?" "To warn you, to save you, from the fate that is mine." the ghost replied woefully. "See this chain I wear? See these fetters? I made this in my life! With every secret, every lie, every death due to my hand, every deal. I have imprisoned myself. As you have been imprisoning yourself. Yet, by now, your chain is years longer than mine is! But there is still time for you. I have come to save you." Through this monologue, Temple had begun to tremble and grow desperate. "Nathan," he said imploringly. "Old Nathan Dempsey, tell me more, speak comfort to me, Nathan." "I have none to give," the spirit replies. "It comes from other regions, Vincent Temple, and is conveyed by other ministers, to other kinds of men. Nor can I tell you what I would. A very little more is all permitted to me. I cannot rest, I cannot stay, I cannot linger anywhere, weary journeys lie before me." "Then why come to bother me?" asked Temple. "Hear me!" cried Dempsey's ghost. "My time is almost gone! I know it was you. I know you had me killed. Yet I have learned that while I could not have saved my life, there is still time for you to save yours and your families' lives. How it is that I appear before you in a shape that you can see, I may not tell. I have sat invisible beside you many and many a day. I am here tonight to warn you that you have yet a chance and hope of escaping my fate. A chance of hope of my procuring, Vincent." "Oh, thank you, Nathan…" Temple began, his expression brightening. "You will be haunted by three spirits." interrupted Dempsey. Temple's countenance fell as low as his morals. "Expect the first tomorrow, when the clock strikes one. Expect the second on the next night at the same hour, and the third upon the next night when the last stroke of twelve ceases to vibrate. Remember what has passed between us, Temple." And with this said, the spirit walked to the window and pulled it open. The sounds of lamentation and sorrow by the many lost souls who wandered about on that night filled the apartment and Temple shrank back in fear. Then Dempsey was gone. Temple ran to the window, yet seeing and hearing not a soul, slowly closed and locked the window. He walked toward the apartment door, examining the locks, which were still in place from when he had locked them. Shaking his head in amazement, he slowly made his way to bed, turned down the sheets, and fell asleep, gun still in hand, the moment his head reached the pillow. CHAPTER TWO - THE FIRST OF THE THREE SPIRITS When Temple finally awoke, it was so dark, that looking out of bed, he could scarcely distinguish the transparent window from the opaque walls of his chamber. As he turned over in bed, the chimes of the old grandfather clock once again filled the apartment. One, two, and now five, six, then on to ten, eleven, and finally stopping on twelve! How could this be? It was past one when he went to bed. The clock must be wrong. Glancing past the darkness of his bed, Temple saw the iridescent red numbers glowing from the digital clock across the room. It now read two minutes past twelve. Walking to the window and observing the darkness and lethargic activity, Temple decided that, indeed, it was twelve, and that he must have somehow slept the whole day. Temple went to bed again, and thought, and thought, and thought it over and over and over, and could make nothing of it. The more he thought, the more perplexed he was, and the more he endeavored not to think, the more ht thought. Dempsey's ghost bothered him exceedingly. Every time he resolved within himself, after mature inquiry, that it was all a dream, he would once again find himself asking, "but was it?". Suddenly, Temple remembered the ghost's warning: that he would be visited by the first spirit when the bell tolled one. And so he decided to sit up and wait for the hour to pass, knowing that sleep would not come to him at any time soon. What was left of that one hour crept by like a sloth, for more than once, Temple believed he had fallen asleep and missed the coming of the hour entirely. Yet, in due time, the clock began to announce the coming of the hour. "Ha!" cried Temple, "The hour has arrived and no apparition appears before me." It had been a dream after all. Yet Temple had spoke too soon, for the hands of the great clock had not yet ceased vibrating. And the second it did, a burst of light filled Temple's bedroom. A great cloud of dust rose into the air, causing Temple's nose to itch, and he sneezed loudly. The air was scented by the aroma of mothballs and mildew, the smells of a grandmother's basement. When the light ceased and the dust settled Temple was amazed by the figure, or lack there of, stood before him. The size of a small child, the apparition had the eyes of an old woman, knowledgeable and defiled. The apparition was a girl child, dressed in a white garment, embroidered by gold thread. On her head sat a wreath of golden roses and baby's breath. Slippers the color of polished ivory adorned her ethereal feet. Her porcelain face held bright eyes and rosy cheeks. Yet, she possessed a peculiar quality. As memories are fuzzy about the edges, the confines of her body were obscure and unclear. When looking at her for long periods of time, her face and shape began to change and take on new forms. She began to move towards him, with abnormally swift and tranquil movement, and in fear, he moved to the other side of the bed. "Who…who are you?" Temple asked, although he could not keep the waver from his voice. "I am the Ghost of Christmas Past," the spirit answered. "My arrival here has been anticipated." "Which past? And what business brings you here?" he inquired. "Your past, that which you have forgotten the value of. I have come for your welfare." "That is very kind of you, but I have it taken care of, I doubt you are needed after all." "Enough!" the ghost replied forcefully. "We have but little time, and a long way to travel." With this having been said, the specter extended its youthful hand. Temple drew back, weary of the phantom. "I do not wish to harm you, now take my hand, we must leave." Temple slowly extended his aged hand until it lay in the spirit's childlike one. At the touch, the nerves in his hand prickled, not hurting, but feeling as if the hand had fallen asleep. It tingled and crawled with millions of tiny pinpricks. After this feeling had passed, an immense warmth flowed through his body from his hand, still clasped in that of the youth. Unable to resist, he was led to the window, and without even opening it, they passed through the wall and into the night sky. Standing suspended in the air, Temple looked back at his building. The windows were all empty eyes, vacant of life, void of feeling. His one solitary light winked to them from the bedroom. The apparition tugged slightly on his hand and they began to soar over the skyscrapers of New York. Past Central Park, past Rockefeller Center, past the blinking Christmas lights atop apartment buildings, past the Statue of Liberty, past a large fishing ship, and out to sea, into the mist. And then Temple found his feet on the ground. Looking around, he seemed to remember this place. Leafless trees reached for the gray sky. A light covering of snow blanketed the landscape, its whiteness radiating light, as if it in itself was the sky and the gray sky the dark ground. "Spirit, what is this place? Where have you taken us?" he asked. "Why, don't you know this place? It is your childhood home." the apparition replied. This having been said, Temple's eyes lit up in recognition. Turning, a large colonial home came into his vision. Perfectly symmetrical, it boasted twin chimneys, both emitting gray smoke that blended into the sky. Brightly decorated evergreens were covered with cheery white lights and popcorn strings, a gift for the chickadees. An occasional Model T drove by, while more horses and carriages were seen travelling about the quaint town on Martha's Vineyard. A shiny new tin lizzie sat in front of the house, complete with a blaring horn. The spirit led Temple to the house and up the steps, drawing him through the wall and into the cozy room. A fire blazed in the fireplace, flames leaping to life, spitting embers onto the hearth. Temple chuckled, amazed. "Why, this is home! My mother used to sit write there!" he said, pointing to the loveseat, which stood close to the fire. Walking through the room, he entered the kitchen. "Look! And there is Clara, our cook! I would do anything for a bite of her stuffing once again! But, spirit, how can this be? Clara died years ago! This can't be!" "As I said before, this is your past. The things that have been. The things that have made you what you are today." Replied the ghost. A voice emitted from a room, actually the foyer, and echoed about the house. "Vincent! Vincent!" "Why, that's my mother!" Temple ran to the foyer and beheld a beautiful young woman, her hair braided and put up with a series of ivory pins, wearing a long burgundy velvet dress with a high neckline and decked off with two strings of pearls. He began to advance, but stopped short when his mother took no notice of him. "Spirit, what is wrong? This is my mother, yet she does not acknowledge me at all!" "She can not see you, nor hear you. We are from the future, and these are just the living memories of what has been. We can do nothing but sit back and watch what unfolds." the spirit replied patiently. At that instant, a young boy came running down the wide staircase. "Vincent, where have you been? Your father will be accompanying you to the boarding school." said his mother. "But it's Christmas, mother. Why do I have to go back to school?" the boy pleaded. "Vincent, we are throwing a party. I don't need you to get in my way or to bother the guests. You'll have plenty of fun at your school." she replied. Grudgingly, he allowed her to help put on his coat and load his belongings into the car. The car disappeared from sight. Temple felt a tugging on his coat tails, and upon looking down, saw that the spirit was impatiently waiting for Temple to grab its hand. Doing so, the snow melted into a wooden floor, the trees transmuted into columns, and the sky to a ceiling. Voices surrounded the too pilgrims, and the familiar scenes of a Christmas party filled their eyes. Looking around, Temple began to recognize old friends. "Why, there is Jonathan Miller, and William Gentry." Turning around, he encountered a beautiful young woman, with long brown locks that fell down her back in auburn waves. She wore a magnificent forest green dress, which accentuates her hazel eyes. Her light laugh levitated through the air loftily and struck his ears in jovial notes. "This is my graduation party, Christmas Eve. I do remember it. How could I forget? This was the day I met the most amazing woman in the whole universe, spirit. The most beautiful creature on this planet, my Helen of Troy." Temple seemed to be lost in reminiscing, his eyes blind to all the festivities. The spirit finally brought him out of this reverie. "And who would this beautiful woman be? She seems to be quiet popular." And indeed, she was. She stood surrounded by many young suitors, all trying to convince her to one dance. Yet she declined to all the invitations, and moved off to visit with some of her lady friends. "An enigma, I could never figure her out. Yes, she was popular and pretty, too popular, too pretty, things that would come back to stab me in the heart." Temple saw his younger counterpart sitting in a corner, observing the festivities, but not joining in. He was approached by his roommate who said something to Temple, and motioned for him to follow. Doing so, he was brought toward the beautiful woman. "Vincent, I'd like you to meet my sister!" the friend shouted over the commotion of the party. Vincent shyly took her hand in his and brought his lips to it in a gentle kiss. "Theodore has told me so much about you," she said in greeting. Taking a seat on a Victorian couch near by, they talked for hours, the spirits listening in on the conversation. They soon moved on to observe the other guests of the party. "There is Master Stevenson! He was a wonderful teacher. How I wish I had thanked him more for his services. He taught me everything I know!" Temple remarked to the ghost. "And there, Bessie Smith, my 'mother' while I was at school." Temple's eyes grew bright and receptive, drinking in all the details of the party. "The night grows late, we must move on, there are many more years to go." the spirit warned. Hand in hand, Temple and the apparition once again left their present surroundings for those of another year. This time, he was met by the images of an army training facility. As planes zoomed over head, Temple loaded his gear into an army jeep along with three of his friends and they left that place. "So where are you off to, Vincent? Going home to the wife and kids?" asked one of his companions. Temple chuckled in reply. "No, the old ball and chain hasn't attached itself just yet. But I am going home to visit my sweetheart." This was followed by hoots from his friends. "So that ball and chain isn't as far away as we thought, eh, Vincent?" Vincent chuckled again and reached in his pocket, revealing a small jewelry box. Opening it for his companions, a beautiful diamond engagement ring blinked out at them. "Well, what's her name, Vincent?" "Teena. Teena Kuipers. I met her at a party a while back. Best thing to happen to my life." He closed the box with a snap and put it into his pocket. The scene once again dissolved into another. A roaring fire occupied the hearth of a large sitting room. Temple's counterpart sat impatiently on a couch, getting up to pace, and sitting back down. At last, Teena entered the room. Radiance shown from her face like the light a star emits. Jumping up, Vincent kissed her hand. "Ms. Kuipers." he acknowledged. Nodding, she led him to the couch. "I have missed you so much. All the time I was away, I thought of you, my dear." "Vincent. Stop. Before you go on, I must tell you something." she interrupted eyes large and sorrowful. "What is it? What has happened?" Temple asked. "You have changed, Vincent." she began, ignoring his bewildered look. "When you first joined the army, we wrote to each other every day. And I still do. But your letters have come less and less frequently. It has turned from once a day to once a month. In the future will they stop entirely? My brother is in the army, Vincent. I have heard about the girls you hang around. Don't break my heart, Vincent." "Girls? You're my only girl and you know that. How often have I told you that? I would never betray you or hurt you in any way!" Temple defended. "You have changed, though! I know longer see that young, shy innocence in your eyes. In its place is cruelty and coldness. The army has changed you. No, maybe it is I that have changed. Maybe I am no longer a lovesick teenager." she paused, taking a breath. "I have met someone else. He has been everything that you aren't. He is going to college around here. We are very close. Vincent, I'm so sorry. But he was here, while you weren't." Vincent's face fell and he tried to hold back tears. "Teena, we promised. We promised we would wait for each other." Grief changed to hostility toward the other suitor. "What is his name?" he asked hoarsely. "William Mulder." With the name having been revealed, Temple left the house, slamming the door on his way out. Teena jumped, startled and unnerved by the sound. "Oh, spirit, why do you reopen old wounds? What purpose do these shadows have?" the future Temple said, turning to the spirit. "To make you understand. Understand that you have separated yourself from others using irascibility and heartlessness, and that this will affect your life and the lives of your family. But that is not my department, per se. That is up to the next spirit. "Why must this continue? I wish to be home, in my bed, away from this dreadful place," Temple begged, clutching the spirit's hand in his. Exhaustion spread over his limbs, encompassing him and pressing him into deep slumber. CHAPTER THREE - THE SECOND OF THE THREE SPIRITS When Temple awoke once more; he could hear the clock announcing the third quarter of the twelfth hour. This time, Temple thought, I will be prepared as to what comes next, keeping Dempsey's message in mind. Upon the stroke of one, Temple sat in silence, waiting. Yet nothing happened. Five minutes, and still nothing. Ten. And not fifteen. All this while, a peculiar light had seeped through the door and into Temple's bedroom. Slipping out of bed, Temple opened the door cautiously and peeked out. He was not prepared for that which he saw. There, in the middle of the kitchen, now filled with post and pans and food, stood the spirit. He took the shape of a short, plump man. White hair spilled from under his red cap, and a white beard flowed onto the front of his coat, made of a red velvety material. The cuffs were trimmed with white, and black buttons were lined in a row on the front of the coat. The red cap was also trimmed with such white, and a white ball decked the floppy end. Red pants matched the coat, and black leather boots finished the ensample. "Ho ho ho!" the spirit greeted him, laughing joyfully. "Are you the second spirit send to me?" Temple asked in dismay. "You look like….Santa Claus." "Well, I am the Ghost of Christmas Present, what other way would I dress?" the spirit asked, laughing again. "Here, man, try some turkey," the said, handing Temple a drumstick. Temple politely refused. "Your unearthly sister, who had just visited me, said that I was to learn how I have made my family members desolate. Yet, I believe she was mistaken, for I have no family." Temple remarked, motioning around the apartment to show that no one else was present. The jolly spirit laughed once again. "No, man! We are never wrong. You may not have a structured family, but you do have a biological family. And I believe we must get on our way, the night grows short." As if on cue, light streamed into the apartment and sounds of movement filled the city. The spirit moved to the door, opening it for Temple. "Off to visit your children." "That might take a while." Temple joked. The spirit's laughed filled the elevator as they approached the lobby. In a few minutes they found themselves on the streets of New York. Few cars traveled the streets due to the several inches of snow that had fallen the night before. Men and women, children alike, walked the streets in brightly colored scarves and gloves. A few young boys began a snowball fight, screaming and running for cover. Bells rang and voices sang, spreading cheer and joy. Temple had even begun to feel lively. "You have taken everything from your children, intentionally or not. One day this will come back to haunt you. Why do you work toward making lives miserable?" the spirit asked. "I haven't taken anything from any of my children! I have given them everything they ever wanted." Temple replied, appalled at the idea of trying to make his own flesh and blood's lives a living hell. "We will see, all in good time. Now to the youngest child's home we go." The New York scene vaporized and once again, Temple found himself in another familiar home. A large Douglas Fir tree stood in the corner of the room, lost in a heap of torn paper and ribbons. Three small children ran about, chasing each other and playing with their new toys. "Spirit, there, I have given my daughter Samantha a family. I brought her to her adopted parents and helped her through life. I have given her everything she has ever needed and I could have arranged a very powerful and wealthy marriage." Temple said triumphantly. "You gave her nothing," The spirit replied angrily. "You took away her family. You used your own daughter as bait for Fox Mulder." Voices from the other room drifted through, almost incomprehensible over the giggles of the children. In the kitchen, Temple's daughter stood at the counter, making a mug of tea while her husband poured milk for the children. Samantha Mulder Collins sighed, "How is work going?" Her husband gave her a weary look, "Honey, it's not. We've had this same conversation over and over. We have very little money left in the account. We could barely afford the presents for the kids." Temple looked shocked upon hearing this, unaware of such a dilemma. "What are we going to do?" she asked, sitting and placing her head in her hands. "Why don't you ask your father for money? The scrooge must have millions saved away somewhere and nothing to do with it." Her husband replied. "Mathew, I have told you before: I will never ask my father for anything. It is just what he wants me to do." "To prove that I'm a terrible father and husband." Matthew muttered. "No. He has always given me everything I want. For once I want to live my own life." Samantha said angrily. "He has loads of money, and we have none. I think that transgresses your opinions." "Oh? It transgresses my opinions?" Samantha said sarcastically. "What is wrong with you? Ever since you saw that man who claimed to be your long lost brother you've changed. We are your family now, so forget about this stranger. You haven't seen him since, doesn't that tell you something. Maybe he doesn't want to know you." By this time both were screaming. Samantha ran from the room, only to encounter the children, huddled together in a corner, crying. Sudden flashbacks of her and Fox clutching each other in the dark night, trying to protect each other from the sharp obscenities being thrown around by their parents. "I've become them." she whispered. Temple closed his eyes, holding back the unexpected emotional urges of sorrow. Opening them, he encountered an office. Quiet familiar, yet so different. The walls were orderly and neat, covered by evenly placed pictures of Janet Reno and Bill Clinton. The desk that sat near the door was clean except for a few pieces of loose paper. Temple, who hadn't been in the office since he had set it on fire, almost didn't recognize the office, yet there was Jeffrey Spender, examining some X-rays from the victims of his latest case. A small, plastic tree perched on a table in another corner, red and green lights blinking on and off. Turning toward the spirit, he tried to redeem himself once again. "I have given Spender power, a man can't ask for anything more. He was a nobody until I came along." "Ah, yes, but now he is hated by other nobodies who tried out for the position. Some think he is involved with covert political groups. And I ask, why is he working on Christmas?" The scene once again changed and Temple found himself in the middle of the FBI Christmas party. The spirit led him first to a group of men, involved in a conversation. They were joined by Diana Fowley. "Diana, where's your partner? Did his mom tell him he couldn't come?" one taunted. "Nope, remember, his mom was 'abducted'." Diana joked along. The others roared with laughter. "We wouldn't have let the pansy in anyway! He has no right being in the FBI." "He would probable cry if he was ever shot." "Not like he'll ever get shot working on the X-Files!" "Hey, I heard that Scully shot Mulder once." "Ha ha! I think Spender should hang around Scully more!" "Let us go, spirit, I understand that no one likes Spender." Temple said. Another apartment now came into focus. A large studio apartment surrounded them. Lavishly decorated with art and furniture, it was clear that the owner possessed a large amount of wealth. A straggly tree, needles falling off, sat practically dead on the wood floor. One small wrapped package lay beneath the tree. "It is obvious what I have given this child!" laughed Temple as he motioned around the room. "But is that really what this child needs? Or wants? Do you even know his hopes and aspirations?" the spirit questioned. "Alex Krycek has no hopes or aspirations. Look at him." Temple replied, pointing to a coach, where Krycek lay in his leather jacket and dirty clothes. He emitted a drunken groan and rolled over, upsetting a bottle of empty vodka. The phone rang and the message machine instantly clicked on. "Alex. I know you're there. It's Marita; I need to talk to you. Look, just call me back when you're sober enough." Another inebriated moan arose from the couch. "Maybe all he wants is freedom." The ghost said. "Come now, there are other places to go tonight." "I thought you said that I was only visiting my children." Temple said surprised. "You are." the apparition answered "But…there are no more" Temple began, stopping as the scene changed. The apartment walls pulled in, the windows grew dense, the white walls changed to off white, and the furniture was downscaled. Not a single item was the same between the two apartments, except for one detail: where Krycek had laid on his couch, another body lied on this one. "It can't be!" Temple exclaimed. "She would have told me if it had been so!" "Your affair with Teena Kuipers was long lasting, was it not?" the ghost asked. "Yes, but… If I had known, I…I…I could have helped him!" "Like you helped Jeffrey Spender? Like you helped Alex Krycek?" "I could have saved the X-Files for him." "What difference is it that he is your son or not?" the spirit questioned. "I ask you, what have you given this child?" "Well, I've…I've helped….I gave him…." Temple stuttered, trying to think of any way in which he helped." "You took away his sister, ruined his parent's marriage, issued the order to kill his father, took away his job, his wealth along with his job." the spirit replied. As if on cue, a sharp knock resounded through the apartment. Fox Mulder pulled himself up from the couch and walked to the door. The door opened and revealed his partner, Dana Scully. "Aha!" Temple announced. "I have given Mulder Scully." "You assigned Scully to debunk Mulder's work. She gave herself to Mulder." The apparition replied. "Scully. I thought you were with your family over at your mother's." Mulder said surprised. "Family isn't everything it's chalked up to be, Mulder, trust me on that. I thought I would have more fun here." "Well, I'd be happy to prove that wrong. Come in." Mulder answered jokingly, stepping aside to allow Scully in. "Before I come in, I have a gift." Scully said smiling. Mulder could see that she held an object behind her back. Evergreen branches protruded from behind her back in every direction. Desperately trying not to laugh, Mulder replied, "Well what could it be? One of my favorite videos? A new stapler for work? I would love that. A monkey wrench? Hmm…I give up." Drawing the short tree from her back, she presented it to him. "I don't need a tree, Scully." "Of course you do. What's Christmas without a tree?" Scully asked. "I don't celebrate Christmas. I celebrate Festivus." Mulder said. "Festivus?" "Yeah, you know, from Seinfeld…" Receiving a blank look from Scully he muttered "Never mind." "I have decorations too" she remarked, picking up a box from the floor. Mulder let her into the apartment. A path of pine needles that reached to the elevator trailed behind her. They quickly began putting up the tree, decorating it with strings of lights and popcorn. Most of the popcorn ended up in Mulder's mouth rather than the tree. Occasional laughs burst forth into the cheerful Christmas air. "Spirit, how is this? The one child that I have tortured emotionally and physically for years, the only one which I have not tried to help, is happier than all the others combined." Temple remarked. "He is the only one that you have not forced your influence upon. He is walking his own path. He has one that he can love - not physically or romantically, but truly love as a human being. For all that has happened to him in his live, he has compassion and can still love; though he has often been deceived. Scully has helped him see this; that to live, one must embrace their wounds, not fret over them. In her own way, Scully is Mulder's guardian angel. I hear the church bells tolling twelve, we must leave this place now." And so Temple found the room dissipating as his eyes began to feel heavy and his body numb. CHAPTER FOUR - THE LAST OF THE SPIRITS He lifted his eyes and found himself standing in a barren field. Then his eyes fell upon a figure dressed in a black cloth. Its head was covered by a hood, its face by a dark shadow. It was almost as if the spirit had no face, no eyes, no mouth, just a shadowy head. As the Ghost of Christmas Past had seemed to float toward him, and the Ghost of Christmas Present had walked, the Ghost of Christmas Future limped along slowly, aged and weary. Yet even this frightened Temple, more than the sight of Dempsey's ghost. The cabalism was alarming in its own way. The sky behind the spirit grew black with ominous storm clouds, the air full of humidity. No animals or life grew in his path, as if anticipating the foreboding figure. "Are you the Ghost of Christmas Future?" Temple asked shakily. He received no answer from the figure that now towered above him. "Are you here to show me what will be?" Still, no answer. The spirit pointed its wrinkled hand toward the way it had come. Nodding in understanding, Temple followed the Specter. He soon found himself in his apartment, unchanged from when he had stepped out of it the night before. Yet time had passed. From the kitchen came a low, quiet voice. "I don't want any more of your money. How does it help me? It doesn't. I want to go, I want to leave this place. I fight for my life daily, whether from Mulder or the police or colleague retaliation. I don't need more of your money." A loud gun shot followed, alarming Temple. Krycek ran out of the apartment, weapon in tow. Temple fearfully looked toward the specter, who pointed his hand toward the doorway from which Krycek had run. "No, please don't make me go in there. Please." Temple begged. But the hand remained still, pointing toward the door. Slowly, Temple made his way to the door. Looking in, he saw his body on the floor, a bullet entry wound on his forehead. A puddle of blood had already begun to form, crimson and thick, and would soon carpet the kitchen. His eyes were still open, devoid of life, thought they looked about the same as they normally did. Something haunted them, though, the what- ifs and if-onlys. From the positioning of the body, Temple could tell that his future self had been begging for mercy at the time of death. Temple took a few steps back in horror. A second later, he was encompassed by the apparition's cloak and deposited in a noisy hall. The corridor was long, filled with men and women in suits and dresses who rushed to and fro doing their usual duties. Temple and the ghost stood in front of the elevators, which announced their arrival by a chime. The doors swiftly opened and out stepped Agents Mulder and Scully. Scully was explaining to Mulder how UFOs defied the laws of physics and just could not exist. They were stopped by AD Skinner, who motioned them into his office. "Agents, I have some…good news." he began. Opening a file, he displayed it for the two agents. "This man, known to us only as Cancerman, was found dead in his apartment yesterday evening by the landlord. No known records of his past could be found. He was labeled as another John Doe." "Can we be sure? We've been tricked in the past." Mulder asked. "His body is in the morgue refrigerators, wrapped up in a bow. You may start the autopsy any time you wish, Agent Scully." Skinner began, and at mention of this certain autopsy even Scully's eyes twinkled with sadistic delight. "Merry Christmas agents." Scully scampered off, Mulder in tow in the general direction of the morgue. The ghost followed them, Temple reluctantly behind it. An hour later, Scully wheeled out the body after readying her tools. Mulder stood leaning against a far wall, cracking sunflower seeds between his teeth. Usually avoiding Scully's pet subjects, he decided to stay for this autopsy. "The victim is one John Doe…." Scully began, finishing with: "I'll begin with the Y-incision." And so the cutting and clipping, poking and prodding began. Temple began to grow even paler than his present state when Scully started weighing his organs. "Lungs…" she said, and the lungs were placed into the scale with a small plop. Black and disfigured, Temple instantly lost the urge for a cigarette. Two hours later, pure torture for Temple, his body was wheeled back into cold storage. The cause of death: a bullet wound to the temporal lobe. The bullet had been cleaned and sent to diagnostics. For the second time, Temple was enveloped within the spirit's black robe, and blackness took over. When light once again became present Temple found himself in Arlington Cemetery. The monuments, large and small, ornate and plain, surrounded him. "Are one of these for me? An ornate gravestone of my own?" Temple asked, more to himself than to the apparition. And once again, the spirit raised its ancient hand, this time away from the hill they stood on and toward one covered with small, plain, identical white crosses. Walking to the place the specter pointed, he observed a number - 3692, which was the only indication of the man who was buried there. "Of course." He whispered. "I'm just another nameless face, grouped among the bunches. How fitting." And yet again, the scenery changed. Temple was now surrounded by the East 46th Street Office. Men sat around the room, smoking and drinking. "Now that Temple is dead we have some loose ends to clean up. Those left over from the project that he has been protecting." remarked one. A chorus of agreement filled the room. "Send a sniper to the residence of Samantha Mulder Collins. Make sure she is eliminated along with any offspring." Temple gasped in dismay. "Not Sam. Not my daughter." Even as he spoke these words, the office dispersed and was replaced by a familiar home on Martha's Vineyard. Entering the home that belonged to William Mulder, he encountered Teena Mulder, sitting on the worn couch, still covered by a dusty sheet. A photo album sat in her lab, now wet with fallen tears. Her hair was gray, almost completely white, her green eyes dulled by age, yet she was still beautiful, the only thing that she had not lost in the years. Finding the picture she had been looking for, she removed it and placed the album on the ground. She ripped the picture in two, setting one half aside. Now holding the other half, portraying Bill Mulder and Vincent Temple, she sighed. Suddenly, without warning, she ripped it into small pieces, dropping them to the floor in a pile. The pieces of Mulder mixed with those of Temple, both left to a communal fate. She now picked up the remaining half, of her and her children, Fox and Samantha. Fox, so driven that he often became lost in himself. And Samantha, her baby girl, lost to the wind, much like Cruesa, wife of the adventurous Aeneas. But not she was gone, never to return. Temple also, she had held a flame of hope that he too would return to her. But nevermore. With this last thought, she picked up a glass of water that had sat waiting on a near by table. Thirty empty sleeping pill capsules laid next to it. Temple lunged toward her, seeing what was happening, forgetting the fact that he was unable to change the events. Tears running down his face, he begged her to wake, but to no avail. "Spirit, take me home. I have learned my lesson, everyone who has ever come into contact with me has been doomed from the start." The spirit stood still, waiting for Temple to continue. "I must possess hope and compassion to find happiness and satisfaction. Only then will those I care about find it themselves. Those lucky few who already have are fortunate. Over the years I have been too self-centered to see beyond myself, but from now on, spirit, I will look beyond my sphere and see that of others." Breaking down into sobs, crouching next to the couch on which the late Teena Mulder lay, Temple was transported to his own home. CHAPTER FIVE - THE END OF IT It took a few moments for Temple to notice that the material his head lay on was indeed his own. Yet when he did, he jumped up and ran to the grandfather clock. The hands had stopped moving, broken as it had been for years. Dashing to the door he threw it open and encountered two small children running through the hall. "You, there!" he shouted. "What day is today?" The children looked at each other, then burst into laughter, merrily saying, "Why, it's Christmas, what other day would it be?" Temple hurried back into the apartment and quickly threw on his clothes. There was still time! He had not missed Christmas! He could still change his life, and his children's. And in that day, four gifts were sent. And four lives changed. Samantha Mulder Collins received an address, which led to her brother and her family. Alex Krycek received a counterfeit passport, under the name Raoul Bloodworth. Within ten minutes he was packed and on his way to board a plane to Europe. Jeffrey Spender was transferred to the Federal Emergency Management Agency, where he was given a modest position, and soon worked his way through the ranks by his own hand. And finally, Fox Mulder and Dana Scully were once again reassigned to the X-Files, and embraced the move wholeheartedly. Vincent Temple was never seen again. His apartment sat empty for months. Some say that he helped those he could and then left this mortal coil to join the ghosts that had visited him. Others believe that like Krycek, he left the country to find freedom. Some think he embraced his transformation and became a generous man, spreading love and cheer wherever he went. But a small minority say that in the last few years, Teena Kuipers Mulder has found a new love for life. She bloomed in her maturity, strengthened by an unknown force. While too late to save himself, Vincent Temple aided the lives he could salvage, and in doing so, inadvertently found redemption.